Memandangkan raya dah nak tiba kejap je lagi, aku sibuk la mengemas rumah macam manusia-manusia lain. Biasalah aku ni melayu, semua benda memang buat last minit. Dalam masa mengemas tu, banyak benda aku jumpa. Rumah bersepah nokharam, memang la jumpa banyak benda. Benda lama tak jumpa pun aku ada terjumpa masa mengemas tu.
Antaranya termasuklah kad raya daripada bekas pakwe beberapa tahun yang lalu. Sambil ulang baca kad raya tersebut, aku menangis. Menangis kerana memilih untuk bercinta di usia yang sangat muda, menangis kerana memilih untuk memutuskan hubungan itu tanpa alasan yang munasabah, menangis kerana kebodohan yang aku lakukan dan menangis kerana kesedaran yang aku peroleh.
It was a puppy love, yes. But deep inside, it still hurts. Being with the same guy for quite a long time but then it just not going so well and puff.. the relationship was over. Despite of all those 'I love you forever and ever' promises, the relationship still over. What happened to the 'forever and ever'? What happened to those promises? Until now, if I ever have the chance to choose the relationship I want, I'd choose this. It was the sweetest (and the worst, I must say) memories I had ever experienced. And the kad raya itself, as a prove.
We might share the same memories, but if we look again, we will not feel it the same way like we did last time. (Me, 2013)
